no school so why do feel like shit
February 19th 2009 18:53
to day my school was the only one off so why do i feel like shit is it because i dont have the love i want idk but theres somthing that always bothers me that there are people out there that kill good people for fun wile i sit at my house knowing my mom blams me for her and my dad braking up when i was just six months old and so does my dad he said the the mail man was hanging around the house the time when i was born it kills me to know my family dont like me do i cry no i cant remember the last time i did no one should ever feel the way i do and the people that kill the good make people feel that way all the time i thank if someone kills a good person we should kill them the same way thats kind of the part that makes me not want to go to the army ok so we save the ones we love but we kill the ones others love othere people chust following orders form the leader thats it they are fighting for the same things we are to save there country there life and there loved ones i dont talk about this stoff at home or any were but its never far from mind all we go thourgh and it all ends the same way death but normal life is not what im in for i now it the thought of killing is in my mind all the time but i would never kill good people but only the people that kill good people does that make me as bad as them yes but if it saves the life of someone people care for even if its someone i dont like or someone i dont know i would i would die for that person some would thank i was crazy to thank this stoff i would agree but if i can just get some more to thank like that i can go on and say i did somthing ok in my life even if i do go nuts but if you thank about it my thinking is not to far off from what happens in moves i dident relize till now but i dont watch tv that much all tv relly is is a excap form reality every one wishes to be the hero in the shows but me i dont like the thought of living happely ever after or dieing old wile asleep i would rather die fightfor what i belive in if that makes me crazy i rather stay aloon the hide in the shadows it time for people to step up and take control of there own life and stop wishing for somthing good to come along and just fight for your loved ones and what you belive in and maybe some day maybe someone will fix what adam and eve fucked up we need to try more in life and maybe someone will open up new things to the human race. we dont know any thing about any thing for all we know we could have the ability to get powers but people are to dame closed minded and dont thank abut what could relly be going on they only see whats in front of them just sit down lsten to music and thank about this and you may thank of somthinkthat feels right but reality says its rong i tried to kill my self once untill i thought of this kind of stoff and it keeped me going even if all of what i think is not true it keeps me going so its worth somthing so get off your but and keep you self in the game we only have so long in the world.
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