content?
January 20th 2007 03:21
Im feeling calm today, content, relaxed, happy!
Things seem to be going right for now. I dont want to jinks anything!
Things feel good in general. Besides the fact I gave into a temptation today. It just means Ill punish myself for the rest of the day, the usual.
Im happy I have realised who my true friends are, and who I can rely on talk to delve into deep conversations with and be simply comfortable with.
I wasnt expecting this to happen any time soon or at all. I thought I was the kind of human being who was meant to be destined to live a life trusting only myself and my mother!
I wouldnt be here if it werent for my mother. Fuck she is one of a kind such a beautiful soul put on this earth, my soul mate I believe. Truely beautiful inside and out. She has supported me through so much she is my support. My only strong support I can lean on when shit gets rough, and I am hers. I love her more than anything else in this world.
I feel so blessed to be given such a beautiful person in my life, I wonder how my life would have been if I werent given such a precious mother.
But now I have found support in friends. Freinds I never thought could give me such a warm feeling. Nowhere near like my mum, but enough to get me through.
Ive never really relied on people before, or sought out help from others, I always advise myself and talk myself through fucked situations or problems. But Im finding myself opening up more and more, only to those ofcourse that I feel I can commute with on the same level.
this is unfinished.. i cnt be fucked writing the rest.. stay tuned
Things seem to be going right for now. I dont want to jinks anything!
Things feel good in general. Besides the fact I gave into a temptation today. It just means Ill punish myself for the rest of the day, the usual.
Im happy I have realised who my true friends are, and who I can rely on talk to delve into deep conversations with and be simply comfortable with.
I wasnt expecting this to happen any time soon or at all. I thought I was the kind of human being who was meant to be destined to live a life trusting only myself and my mother!
I feel so blessed to be given such a beautiful person in my life, I wonder how my life would have been if I werent given such a precious mother.
But now I have found support in friends. Freinds I never thought could give me such a warm feeling. Nowhere near like my mum, but enough to get me through.
Ive never really relied on people before, or sought out help from others, I always advise myself and talk myself through fucked situations or problems. But Im finding myself opening up more and more, only to those ofcourse that I feel I can commute with on the same level.
this is unfinished.. i cnt be fucked writing the rest.. stay tuned
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