Consequences Continued
July 27th 2007 17:22
I found out yesterday that the man who sexually abused/exploited* me was fired at some point last week. The investigator was out of town Wed-Sun (which I knew about) and either did not check the status until I emailed him yesterday, or knew and did not tell me. Either way, frustrating.
I am completely unsure about how I'm feeling. Of course I am glad that he finally is paying for what he did. I am a little upset that it took me so long to realize that it was wrong, and even longer to have the courage/ambition to report what happened. I am scared he'll file a grievance, but do not think he will. I still feel guilty, about so much of this. I wonder if the other staff member was questioned, but do not believe so because the investigator never really went over that with me. I think about his kids, and remember how cute they sounded.
It's just...too much.
* I still have issues with thinking about this in such strong terms. Even though the State agrees that is what happened.
I am completely unsure about how I'm feeling. Of course I am glad that he finally is paying for what he did. I am a little upset that it took me so long to realize that it was wrong, and even longer to have the courage/ambition to report what happened. I am scared he'll file a grievance, but do not think he will. I still feel guilty, about so much of this. I wonder if the other staff member was questioned, but do not believe so because the investigator never really went over that with me. I think about his kids, and remember how cute they sounded.
It's just...too much.
* I still have issues with thinking about this in such strong terms. Even though the State agrees that is what happened.
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