Confession of Love
January 14th 2009 22:38
I’ve been like this my whole life, while my teenage friends were all worried about boys I was running from one ballet school to another and worried to remember the steps from the choreo practice from the day before. I’m Brazilian but never danced any of the Latin styles while in Brazil, only one Samba on the ballet points dressed in a sack written “Café do Brasil”, I’m sure this doesn’t count. My long dancing career at that time comprised classical and contemporary styles. Even then I was already like today: totally and completely addicted to dancing. But as a teenager I didn’t know I wouldn’t live forever and especially I thought dancing was mine for the keep. Not a reality by the way, before I re-started dancing here I had to stop for 6 years, lots of things happened, work related and personal issues, during this time I came to Australia and worked really hard for a Permanent Visa. Several times I would wake up in the middle of the night crying, tears running down my cheeks because I dreamt I was dancing, I was on stage, I could do the splits or seven pirouettes without effort. Not dancing was my cross to bear all these years.
Now I am much more aware of how precious is a dance and having had a sense of the fragility of life and how one day you may be able to do something next day will be impossible, I enjoy every single dance that happens upon me. And I grin like and idiot!
I just love dancing. I’m talking real Love here, capital L. So much that every turn is like a miracle, every time I get the lead right is like the achievement of my life, every second counts, a dip feels like a blessing and a nice word at the end of the music makes my night or my day. Dancing is my bliss, my heaven, my love… my own, my precious!
To everyone my advice is: enjoy! You are never too good, a move or a choreography is never boring, a class is never slow, a dance is never wasted, not if you really dance for the love of it. Take it all! No mater what, have fun!
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