so it has been a while since i have posted on here. i met an awesome over this past summer we had fun and well im back to were i started this past summer, by myself. it sucks but hey what do you do? being single just means i have to worry about me and nobody else and i seem to function best this way. i have come to find that i try way to hard to make myself happy and i only let myself down in the end. so from here on out im done trying to be that guy girls think i am because when push comes to shove i can be a dick and ruin t all in the blink of an eye. so with that said no more blogs about how im not happy or about girls, it will now be about what im doing to keep a smile on my face and a sane thought in my head.
so i have come to the realization that i have changed a lot since last november. i do think money will make me happy, i want to date a girl based solely on her looks and i want a ferrari based on what people will think of me when they see me in it. im sick and tired of being me i wanna be someone else, im 26 and all i really have to show for it is a bachelor degree in graphic/multimedia design, and a clothing company that is slowly killing me while im trying to launch it. i don't care about the whole micheal jackson thing, he was something to talk about 10 years ago, i guess i don't have the appreciation for music that most people have, i just like listening to what ever sounds good i don't think about a meaning or what that person has done for the music because somebody will come along and one up them anyway. on the same note i had a friend just come back from paris and show me pictures of the louvre and i realized something, being a graphic designer i hate old art, it does nothing for me, it does not inspire at all, i like color and i understand the paintings back then weren't about color but i live in the know so i need color! its the same with music, i hate when people say "the beatles influenced them" so, most of the time the people are saying this because it has become "cool" to like the beatles. do you know how many bros i see at the U of U wearing beatles, bob marley shirts or led zeppelin shirts? i don't give two shits about who influenced the music i listen to. well i guess that in enough of my ranting for today. thanks for reading
So i have decided to get my clothing line idea off the ground. I call it Piano Theory and the logo is a dinosaur (www.blingblam.carbonmade.com check it out they are just samples) the whole idea about the clothing line is that these days everybody takes there line way to serious. Piano Theory is about having fun, and tons of color. The name and logo don't make much sense but that is what i am going for, keeping the designs simple yet cutting edge. Im still looking for some one to help me launch it, there are more designs coming in the following days and weeks. anyway thanks again for reading and be sure to check out the samples, have a god night
james
so i have a lot on my plate right now, i'm going to school part time and trying to find a job full time at the moment. I'm living with a friend on his couch right now and it kind of sucks bit at least i have a roof over my head. i'm in school for graphic design and it is a love/hate thing. i want to move out of salt lake but at the same time salt lake is my home, i have awesome friends down here and that is my main reason for not leaving. i want to find a graphic design job seeing have i know photoshop, illustrator and indesign like the back of my hand, but i don't really know that much web stuff so that is way i am back at school for multimedia/ web design. i love cell phones mainly blackberrys! i also love my macbook, it is where i design and vent about my life. if anybody reading this wants to check out some of my work go to blingblam.carbonmade.com it is some of my stuff that i do . anyway thanks for checking out my blog stay tuned for more.
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