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February 2nd 2010 13:21
I don't even know how I feel at the moment. How is it possible to feel fine and awful at the same time? I think it's because as long as I completely ignore what's in my head and what's going on around me, I feel good; then as soon as I start paying attention to anything, down I go. *sigh*
I haven't been able to do much good today, unless you count trying to spend quality time with my son. I did also buy my daughter a little present because she's been great lately. But I suppose being nice to your kids is a good thing, huh?
I made an important decision today. Since I'm basically incapable of running my business because of this stupid depression, I've enlisted one of my cleaners to take over for a while. At this point it's either that or give up the whole business completely. I can't even answer the phone when it rings at the moment. She's happy to help, both because she needs the extra cash, and because we're mates. I'll have to give her a little pressie.
I have a day to myself tomorrow: hubbie will be at work, daughter at school and son at daycare, so I'll start making up another list of things I can do. I feel crappy not doing good things, so I have to get back into it before my brain just gives up.
So, tomorrow I will get back on here and outline my plans. Don't give up on me!
I haven't been able to do much good today, unless you count trying to spend quality time with my son. I did also buy my daughter a little present because she's been great lately. But I suppose being nice to your kids is a good thing, huh?
I made an important decision today. Since I'm basically incapable of running my business because of this stupid depression, I've enlisted one of my cleaners to take over for a while. At this point it's either that or give up the whole business completely. I can't even answer the phone when it rings at the moment. She's happy to help, both because she needs the extra cash, and because we're mates. I'll have to give her a little pressie.
I have a day to myself tomorrow: hubbie will be at work, daughter at school and son at daycare, so I'll start making up another list of things I can do. I feel crappy not doing good things, so I have to get back into it before my brain just gives up.
So, tomorrow I will get back on here and outline my plans. Don't give up on me!
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