Birthday thought...
September 2nd 2007 12:30
So i look at myself in the mirror... I'm 21! No I can't be. Where has the time gone? I used to imagine what I would look like when I would be 21 and now I can't even remember what I imagined myself to be.
As I came home for my birthday I began to reminisce about everything. Jumping out of my car to catch a dandelion to make a wish. A wish of so many things.
Across the road is the kindergarten I didn't attend but actually lived in. There were many water bomb fights and even a party where the police turned up in paddy wagons! I remember watching my step dad play baseball.
Today is not a day of remembering the past and the good memories I have but its also about looking to the forward and to what is to become of my future. It kinda hit me like a brick this morning as I realised I'm no longer a little princess that gets doted on with breakfast in bed. I'm no longer even living at home let alone being a little princess. But the thing is I'm my own very important princess and that will never change. It's only the environments which surround me and the situations that change that affect me. The next time I see myself as a little child again it will indeed be in my own children. And that is something to look forward to.
I also realised that there can't be any expectations on what I will be given or what will happen on my birthday because its just another day when it comes down to it. I can no longer demand attention and be immature but more so just accept what i receive. I really think I'm now an adult and its actuality is not something to be sad about. I'm independent. I have my own free will and I can say and do whatever I please and it's great!
As I came home for my birthday I began to reminisce about everything. Jumping out of my car to catch a dandelion to make a wish. A wish of so many things.
Across the road is the kindergarten I didn't attend but actually lived in. There were many water bomb fights and even a party where the police turned up in paddy wagons! I remember watching my step dad play baseball.
I also realised that there can't be any expectations on what I will be given or what will happen on my birthday because its just another day when it comes down to it. I can no longer demand attention and be immature but more so just accept what i receive. I really think I'm now an adult and its actuality is not something to be sad about. I'm independent. I have my own free will and I can say and do whatever I please and it's great!
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