ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST...
February 11th 2012 17:31
Unbelievably, 4 years down the track, many friends later and even less money, and still this devil we've come to know as Gina seems to be even more negatively engulfing herself, and impacting my life and those around me, but I continue. And continue to choose to hurt the people closest to me. For What? What originally seemed like light, focused, creative energy, now seems lost, floating wasted energy and time and money. My priorities are indistinguishable, my dreams extinguishable, my goals unreachable, my loved ones unreasonable... at least this is how it seems. Knowingly she is said to affect the decision making part of the brain. Hence, the bad decisions made whilst with her!! How to understand her grip is simple; Dopamine is a chemical the body creates that makes us feel good through certain activities, if we look at it like this; Food releases up to 150mg Dopamine into the body, SEX releases 300mg of dopamine into the body; Cocaine 450mg, Gina 12-1500 mg... That is quite a figure to fathom its true destructive potential. She is worldwide faster and wider than anything since the internet... she has been known to be with people living on the streets both before and after they met her, middle society through to top executives.. whats the difference nithing they all lose control sooner or later... All of them !! Unfortunately for those that do break up with her, (very small percentage) damage has already been done, whether health, reputation, work, family, its usually not until they're in pieces that some smarter ones finally wake up-and-break-up !!!
And are left picking up the pieces by themselves necause they have lied to, cheated or stolen from those closest to them, and many times more than not left themselves with the clothes on their backs... this next few months I will be writing about the trials and tribulations faced along this journey to get rid of her and keep my family and rebuild the life I once had before its too late...
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