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So it was...

March 8th 2011 18:55
Lilly was strong in one aspect of our life, she was smart as hell and she would do anything to get out of the situation that we were put in. When Lilly became thirteen, our mother would pimp her out when she was truly hit up for cash. I could always see the tears in our mother's eyes when she would shove a pill in Lilly's mouth or booze down her throat then hand her over to whatever dirty, nasty, scumball had paid for her next fix. Mom would always give herself first in hopes that would be enough but sometimes the buckets of filth would be enticed by the sweet smell of an unexperienced child. I had always taken over for Lilly at the first sign of her blacking out. I would leave my mark on these fools if they tried to do more than was promised to them. There had been quite a few to leave with less than they came with endowment wise.
During high school, Lilly had turned tricks on her own to bring in money for college. She knew that the life our mother chose for her was not one she desired. This life made her sick and although she did turn to alcohol she refused to do anything harder. The boys would line up for Lilly at parties, call her at all hours of the night for random hook ups, and even would pay her for quickies in the boys' bathroom stalls. She had fathers getting her number from thier sons and calling her to see if there was a special deal for father and son. By the time senior year rolled around Lilly had a bank account with 350,000 dollars in it and almost 425,000 by that summer. She had dreams of health science and becoming a person that could help girls just like herself, maybe finding a place in social work or the medical field. She got accepted into Washington University but would never graduate...
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The begining...

March 3rd 2011 17:35
I didn't know I could lose her. Here she had been a part of me since the first day, since I first saw the light. She was always so weak, I never understood how she stayed in control. Here I am a thousand men stronger and yet the weakling kept me out. I can still not wrap my brain around it. I guess that's in the past now so it doesn't really matter anymore.
I guess I should start in the beginning, yet that seems like such a long time ago and such a waste of my breath, maybe I should just start in the middle...
I am Lanah McGee and what I am, I am not aware of yet. I live in the body of Lilly McGee. I believe she was my twin but when I did not make it out of the womb, my spirit made it out through her body. She use to talk to me as a child, like I was her imaginary friend but I was no where to be found in her imagination because I was real. At night when she would sleep I would live, it was my time to be.
Our mother was a weakling too and I never knew our father, personaly. I saw him once when Lilly and I were a teenager, and as he slept I slit his throat. But did I know him, No! He beat the hell out of my Mother and I held him responsible for me losing my body. To a hormonal teenager that was what made sense, not that my mother was a drug addict who would sell her self for an ounce of coke. Maybe I should have killed her too but Lilly needed her and maybe so did I....
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