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Rolla, Missouri, UNITED STATES
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- About Me
- Me? My life? Good question. But honestly, I dont know who the fuck I am anymore. No clue. So here we are at the end, And at the same time we're at the beginning, Of this misadventure.Why I had to go down a dead end street, At 200 miles an hour, Screaming for vengeance and embracing death, That's still something I'm trying to figure out. You know a part of me thinks this is some big master plan To expose the raw nerve endings of dysfunction so I can heal. But you know addicts, we think everything's about us, don't we? Man, it got so convoluted, polluted, and distorted I turned it into my armor, my defense mechanism, And my weapon of self destruction. Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood. And I am a troubled teen. Those are facts. How I got there? That's a story told by many voice. It's not my job to blame anybody anymore, I just need to accept the path I was given. This is, without a doubt, My life... after death.When I think back on this life, I guess we were doing the best we could, And to look at us from the outside, I'm sure it seems somewhat romantic, Like I was saying, The look in the eyes of death Was intoxicating, Taking it into our lungs, Laughing at ourselves, Where others would probably cry, And more importantly, I'd probably just die, Staring face to face with the demons, And not back down, Takes a constitution that most people just don't have, A life gets soiled with sex, drugs and rock and roll... I don't want my mom to know, That I never loved my life. And I sold my soul. And I just want my dad to know, That I finally made it... ROCK ON! <3 Adara Anarchy
