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Lifes little slices - by charliesgirl_992000

Lifes little slices - May 2007

A tearful mommy day surprise!!!

May 13th 2007 19:40

a surprise from charlie!!
i woke up to a delivery from my husband this morning. 4 roses in a beautiful vase. one for each of my children. two red for my two natural children, one pink for my adopted daughter Kaitlyn, and a peach baby rose for the baby that wasn't born, taht should have been. each child comming into my life for special reasons, and then the one that should have been here.i named her Lindsey and have either been dreaming about her alot, or the child taht is waiting to come. i've dreamed about her EVERY single day for awhile now, and when i'm not dreaming about her, i hear her call out Mommy soo clearly taht i wake up from it. in my dreams sometimes she's a baby, but most often she's around seven. i've picked her up from school, put her on her bus, even through a great big birthday party for her. in my aura there was a HUGE pink circle of light on my tummy and he swore i was pregnant, i can't have kids because everything is gone because of cervical cancer, but we plan on adopting. we're getting closer and closer to taht. it said very clearly from my aura reader and in books i read. that that means there is a soul waiting to incarnate. i believe very strongly that God takes that babies soul out until i'm ready. i'm ready now. i soo think i'll get that very baby back.

my flowers came with chocoltae and a card. the chocolate was suppose to be a bear but the Wyndoms shipment didn't come in time. i LOVE Lyndt chocolate anyhow. it's dark choco and sooo good. so i don't care about a bear. i have TONS of stuffy's from years and years of hubby and i being together, so i don't care about this one not comming.

the card says...
you hold me with your heart
and never let me go
you mean the world to me
this i want you to know

you give me warmth and spirit
and do so everyday
it's you who brings out the best in me
in every possible way

for you are a mother
a gift that came from heaven
laugh, live, and love
having anyone else; i can't imagine

love always and forever Charlie

he didn't write this, but picked out the card. he did write me a poem. well, it's a half a poem now. he wrote it last night at work but then things broke and since he's a port foremen, taht means he has to go over sea any problems at that section of the mill. so he's finishing it today and will call me after he's done. he was sad he didn't finish it in time, but the first week i was gone he worked all afternoons which is 2:00 pm, 12:00 am, and on top of that worked like three or four doubles. then he had animal care and puppy delivery. <soft smile> he ordered my roses, card and stuffed teddy two weeks ago. i think it's sooo sweet taht these werent last minute orders and planned.
he made me smile, and cry. just wanted to share. i got other pressies but got them while in Sedona. i'm sooo not a jewlery kind of girl. instead i got two aura readings with pics, some aura books, crystal necklaces to clear my aura or keep it cleared. i got other new age gifts. those are what makes my heart smile.
ok, i'm off to play something here at this wonderful place. i'm not sure what yet. theres sooo much to do. i also have to go across the street. i just learned they have the BIG workout room. how cool is taht!!!
happy mothers day to all the mommies out there.
Tammy

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Comment by Tracy

May 13th 2007 20:05

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What a beautiful post, Tammy.

Tracy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 13th 2007 20:07

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Thanks Tracy!!! it was such a sweet surprise i wasn't expecting. i've never been away on mothers day before. i was once away on my birthday and he had a dozen roses delivered.
he's very romantic!!!
happy mothers day if your a mommy!!!
Tammy

Comment by Tracy

May 13th 2007 20:13

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He's so thoughtful. Having a rose for each baby, including the one that didn't come into the world is touching. It's wonderful you are moving towards adoption. I'm not a mum, but would love to be..hopefully soon...

Tracy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 13th 2007 20:18

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Tracy, Good luck with your up comming, soon'ish mom hood!!! it's the most beautiful thing i think we can ever do. That and falling in LOVE. not just Love, but taht soul mate, deep down, give you butterflies in your belly even after ten years love.
love is a beautful thing and i hope everyone finds that kind of love once and keeps it!!!
i do LOVE the way his mind works. i think of that baby every single day and this happened 17 years ago.
take great care!!!
Tammy

Comment by Tracy

May 13th 2007 20:25

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Thnaks, Tammy. I can imagine it's nothing that I've felt before but if it doesn't happen I have the love between my husband and I which as you said is a beautiful thing.

Best wishes,

Tracy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 13th 2007 20:25

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Tracy, i tried to post this on your "What i want" post but it said unsufficient permision, so i thought i'd post it here!!! <soft smile>

"....Ferociously singing off-key in the car...'

i LOVE this line!!! i just said to my kids last night after busting out opra style for no reason. <huge laugh> that i LOVED having friends for a week, but i'm also sooo happy to have it just us for a week, because i missed my outburst of singing for no reason. lol i LOVE just busting out whenever, for no reason. i LOVE to sing, but SUCK at it and thats ok. my other tallents far out weigh that one. i'd rather besooo artsy and creative like i am, then be a great singer. <soft smile> God gave "Me" the perfect gifts just for me!!!
Tammy

Comment by Tracy

May 13th 2007 20:32

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Hi Tammy

Yes, I love the freedom of singing loudly in the car. It spares the neighbours of my passionate ramblings!!! I'm no great singer either, but i don't care!!

Weird that it wouldn't let you post a comment on 'All I Want'....but, ah welll.....thanks for dropping in!

Comment by katyzzz

May 13th 2007 22:52

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Really sweet, touching and moving, Tammy, I can say no more.

katyzzz

Comment by Nickoftime's Sanity Corner

May 13th 2007 23:23

Tammy,

aint love grand??? He doesn't happen to have a sister around my age does he??

LOL

I'm thinkin if he does she hasta be a hopeful romantic like him, so there may be a chance for me!

What an awesome guy you have!

Pretty flowers! Beautiful card!

Take care...

Your zen buddy,

Nick

Comment by Anonymous

May 14th 2007 00:20

Tracy, nope i'm no great singer either. not even slightly good. <huge grin>i only sing around family. and i do that, to spare others. <grins>
i LIKE your poem. i may not have been able to comment because i'm not on my own computer. i'm at the timeshare. right now i'm logged in, but it doesn't say i am. which is anoying. lol
Take care. sing away my dear!!!
Tammy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 14th 2007 00:21

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Katyzzz, Thanks my dear!!!
Tammy

Comment by Tracy

May 14th 2007 00:24

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Hi Tammy

I know what you mean about only singing around certain people....I'm singing and typing now....my neighbour has just gone out so I can warble louder.......glad you liked my poem,

Byeeee

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 14th 2007 00:25

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Nick, he has a sister but OMG she is sooo not like him!!!bThey owned a flat togther and even though they where the same size, she took like thirty thousand more then he got. she wanted money back from allll the work she did like thirty years ealier. we just signed because the money wasn't worth the fight. it was sad though. people are weird when it comes to money. just sad.
i was proud of him for not fighting it out. it just isn't in his or my nature!!
take care. hope you find taht perfect someone one day. you soo diserve it. i'm blessed to have found mine.
take care my Zen buddy!!!
Tammy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 14th 2007 00:31

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Tracy, Too Funny!!!! i did the same thing when we had our own room. i know i can sing in front of friends, but i just don't like to. i've only sang in front of one friend. well a couple but that was before my voice changed sooo much. i use to sing beautifully. just one song, but when i sang it, you'd NEVER know it was me. i use to have a tape of it. i could maybe learn again with practice. but i doubt it. <smiles. i got a HUGE hiatel hernia the size of a seventy year old. my doc was sooo puzzled when they found it. it changed my voice and my breathing. i have to loose weight or it won't be fixable because if i gain any back, it'll be the same way. i qaulify for the surgery but the problems i'd have after, just werent worth it for me.
so, now i don't sing, except with hubby and my kids. <smiles> thats all i need anyway.
take great care!! Tammy

Comment by Tracy

May 14th 2007 00:47

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Hi Tammy

That sounds tough and what a pity you lost your special singing voice. How painful is your hernia?

Byee

Comment by Wendi

May 14th 2007 07:08

Happy Mother's Day, Tammy.

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 15th 2007 00:13

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Tracy, ahh, it comes and goes. seems much better with my healthier eating!!! <grins> we always ate pretty healthy, but i'm doing more so now.
i still sing anyway! <huge grins> just not too anyone but family. <smiles>
Tammy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 15th 2007 00:13

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Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 15th 2007 00:13

Histeries, Mysteries and what not
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Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 15th 2007 00:14

Histeries, Mysteries and what not
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Comment by Tracy

May 15th 2007 00:22

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Hi Tammy

I'm glad it's not constant, that would help.

Enjoy your singing!!

Tracy

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