a memory of 08-08-08
August 18th 2008 13:16
Some superficial people would really take a note of dates with numbers like these. i, though not superficial person would like to take a note about this date.
As my previous blog says, we were practicing for a presentation performed last August 08, 2008 or 08-08-08. Some people will probably mark it as a start of "Infinity"- signs, etc. Me? I simply want to stress the happenings on the date.
Directing these presentations, I know that I must be completely prepared - physically, emotionally and most important, spiritually, important for the fact that it is an evangelistic night and a little crucial for the still pressure of having guest speakers from othe rcountries and the likes.
Comparing it through the past presentations I've handled, which some of them were also involved, I noticed that their batch is that of which gave me worse attitudes. Not to be judgmental, but I know how to give description to an attitude in contrary with the other. These artists, I think, showed me unattentiveness and lax selves. They showed me, worst of all, over-familiarity. Although I know that we are very closely aged and related, and some of these men maybe had already learned from my transparency as a person, I still hate the fact that the people I lead wouldn't give me even the due respect I deserve as a person, even not as their director. Soon, during our general rehearsal, I exploded and gave them a harsh sermon and left them to earn their teamwork.
I had such enormous regret for doing it. That I wish I could've encouraged these people than put them down with discouraging words. I know in myself that I fail one role of a director - to direct... in the wisdom of God.
I started the day worried about what the presentation would be like. Realizing my shortcomings, I think of doubtful thoughts about the success of the presentation. That maybe, because I failed to do this, it will be like that. But in the end, I was reminded of one special thought. God wouldn't let Himself be humiliated, because it His presentation, He will pull it through.
True enough, the presentation still turn out to be one of our high quality presentations ever made.
As a Christian, we always ought to remember that we are just instruments. Puppets to illustrate. And all our ways must just be as the one our puppetteire does to us, resulting to a high quality puppet show.Ü
As my previous blog says, we were practicing for a presentation performed last August 08, 2008 or 08-08-08. Some people will probably mark it as a start of "Infinity"- signs, etc. Me? I simply want to stress the happenings on the date.
i'm the one with the scarf. the rest are my artists.
Directing these presentations, I know that I must be completely prepared - physically, emotionally and most important, spiritually, important for the fact that it is an evangelistic night and a little crucial for the still pressure of having guest speakers from othe rcountries and the likes.
Comparing it through the past presentations I've handled, which some of them were also involved, I noticed that their batch is that of which gave me worse attitudes. Not to be judgmental, but I know how to give description to an attitude in contrary with the other. These artists, I think, showed me unattentiveness and lax selves. They showed me, worst of all, over-familiarity. Although I know that we are very closely aged and related, and some of these men maybe had already learned from my transparency as a person, I still hate the fact that the people I lead wouldn't give me even the due respect I deserve as a person, even not as their director. Soon, during our general rehearsal, I exploded and gave them a harsh sermon and left them to earn their teamwork.
I had such enormous regret for doing it. That I wish I could've encouraged these people than put them down with discouraging words. I know in myself that I fail one role of a director - to direct... in the wisdom of God.
I started the day worried about what the presentation would be like. Realizing my shortcomings, I think of doubtful thoughts about the success of the presentation. That maybe, because I failed to do this, it will be like that. But in the end, I was reminded of one special thought. God wouldn't let Himself be humiliated, because it His presentation, He will pull it through.
True enough, the presentation still turn out to be one of our high quality presentations ever made.
As a Christian, we always ought to remember that we are just instruments. Puppets to illustrate. And all our ways must just be as the one our puppetteire does to us, resulting to a high quality puppet show.Ü
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